Nobody wants to do it on their own, everyone wants to know their not alone...

I had an interview set up with the admissions lady from Conserve. This environmental school I was looking at attending. She never called so half an hour after she was supposed to, I decided to call her. When I did she told me that 'due to the current economic situation' Conserve was changing. They will be cutting almost all the classes and becoming a one semester school for Juniors. Also all they'd have in their curriculum is outdoor studies. She told me that I should look into other college prep schools. However, I'm pretty sure that most of admission deadlines have already passed. Which means I have to wait another year.

I'm so fucking pissed you have no idea.

Then it was explained to me that the reason my father was never a dad to me is cause I'm a girl. He does fine with Everett because he can understand him and knows what to do. He is learning with my sister cause she's doing therapy with him. He's not even trying with me cause I'm a girl and he doesn't know how to deal with or raise a girl. My sister is already an adult so she must be more mature than me and he can deal with that. I however do not meet these requirements because my little fetus self decided to be a girl 15 years ago. I know he has an illness.. but still..

It doesn't make sense. Nothing makes sense.