No one knows me underneath these clothes...

My voice came back.

I spent all of my day helping Sam. She was really upset. I spent every passing time with her, and I had a group fifth hour, so I signed into that so I would be excused from class and she went to class and signed in. But we spent the entire hour standing in the hall talking. Then lunch was more of the same, only even more intense with more crying 'cause she could see Gavin.

We skipped the pep fest with Claire and Sam F. (Chelsea's ex) and she wanted to talk to Gavin. Finally he agreed. I helped her with that too. And she cried some more. I felt so bad.

I hung out with Gavin a bit after school, and Maya. It was fun.

I wanna go bash my fucking head in the wall. I did a bit at school, but Maya and Gavin kept stopping me. I got home and realized there are a lot of walls here, unprotected by the two of them.

I got depressed watching Gilmore Girls. Who the fuck gets depressed watching that?!?!?!?!?!
Besides me...

God. Gah!
The one person that I usually go to for advice, is currently not talking to me. So I can't ask her.
I just did three long chores to distract me. I never do chores unless I have to. I took a ten minute walk outside while it was snowing, without a coat. I got numb.

Okay, just bashed my head in the wall a bit more. Till my sis yelled at me to stop making so much noise.

Hope all your days are much better than mine.
I am NOT looking forward to tomorrow.